So it has been sooo long since i've been here - ok ok, over a year! I am starting to be serious about my business. I am going to start being on here more as well! I have always been open and honest - and i want to continue that! I'm looking forward to getting to know all of you if you let me! The journey has been interesting! Challenging, hard and fun!

The world turned black and white

I have fallen in love with Black and White photography!! There is black, then there is white, then all the shades in between. Nothing has a definite explanation, it's all shades. Just watch... you'll see that nothing is defined.

Where am i going?

Today, i have to work on patience, being content with my life, understanding, knowledge, confidence, perseverance.....




is there one day that i can have to be me?
is there one hour that i can feel comfortable in my own skin?
what about the one second that i know who i am?

Why does everyday feel like a struggle?



Tomorrow i will work on liking my job, patience, understanding, liking who i am, knowing i'm right where i'm supposed to be.......

I figured it was time for some portraits that i've taken.... here is my beautiful friend Rosy...

To be different -

It's something to be different in this world we live. Where one follows another after another after another. Wants overcome needs, deception mimics desire. Nothing is right and everything is wrong. I often feel like you... and am confused when i don't know who i am. So many words, sentences and paragraphs yet i can't tell you how i feel. Every step i take i am lost, every second that passes i can no longer change. I am different, then you, then even me. I search this world just to find something that will make sense. I read every book to see something that will help me make up my mind. You are different still i see, i am like you....My heart is longing, my soul is yearning. For things to change but this second is now gone... My mind wonders my eyes shift - what then, is there to see? What is there to think. Can i be different? then you, then me?